January 2011
“It’s because I love you. Everything that is important to you is important...”
– Chad Duncan
December 2010
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sometimes i'm an idiot
i’d like to go to laguna beach sometime this week. i miss my happy place.
last night i had a lovely dream i went to a...
secret #15
today i realized i surround myself with people who know me better than i know myself. it’s a whole lot easier that way, because i don’t have to say what i’m feeling to them. they just take a look at my face and know exactly what is running through my mind. i love these people. they understand me. they get me. and that is what true friends are for.
I smile like an idiot when I'm talking to you.
iphone?!? whaaa??? aww yeahh!!
this is my prayer in the fire
God, thank you for helping me realize that You love me so much more than he ever will. thank you for bringing me peace in giving this situation to You. it still sucks, but it’s in Your hands and i know that You will work in the both of us and lead us to where You want us to be. thank you for being there for me, even when i forget about You. thank you for helping me realize that i need You to...
now i'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're...
secret #14
i get really emotional when i watch ballet. yesterday, i saw the nutcracker with my cheer friends, and i cried at the end of act 1 during snow scene, during sugar plum, and during the finale. it’s so beautiful. and it reminded me of the good ol days when i performed. last time i was in nutcracker, i was lead candycane. i was so excited because i got to wear a platter tutu and my pointe...
i love my best friend michaela coon, who will stay up until 3 in the morning talking with me and going on late night taco bell runs and appreciating my weird music and saying what’s on my mind when i don’t know how. she is my twin, my sister, and my other half. she’s my favorite, and i have no idea what i would do without her.
still lonely.
life is fragile and absurd
and all i want is someone to hold me.
it is such a sad and lonely feeling waking up home alone.
spending my first night of winter break watching...
finally free for two weeks. it's naptime.
it’s times like these when i don’t want to be doing all this pointless work, but instead be spending time with my mommy. i want to go to laguna with her and go to our spot on the beach, sit and drink smoothies, people-watch and talk until our voices are hoarse. i want to sit at home in our pajamas and watch our favorite movie, the devil wears prada, without having to worry about...
"And when you're standing here in front of me,...
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just watched the music video for “mine” by taylor swift and almost started crying. too precious. i want it.
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Your existence is truly a thing of wonder,...
dear coldplay, thank you for keeping me company while i stay up for godawful hours of the morning doing homework and making christmas presents. you are a good band. i like you.